A New Uni Semester

Feb. 27th, 2026 11:17 pm
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Today was my first on-campus class for the new sem. Was alright. Feeling nice from making notes again. Even though I should be less tired from only having 2 units, I think I'm gonna be nicer to myself and not rewrite as much stuff for my notes, maybe I won't burn out on lectures as quickly. I'll just copy-paste instead (with credit, ofc, so I don't accidentally plagiarise). It's not like it won't help at all — reformatting/reorganising everything still requires me to understand enough of the content that I understand how to arrange it / link between notes. Well, also having everything in one place instead of a bunch of separate PDFs is more convenient.
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Lemme just try to figure out when I got into my fixations and other interests, cause it's lowk bothering me. Might edit later if there's something new, or I realised I was wrong/forgot stuff, but it's non-exhaustive.

Not everything was a long-term/devoted interest, this is just for timeline's sake. Things are vaguely in order within years, mostly with more recent ones.

List under cut )

Eudae scribbles

Feb. 25th, 2026 02:15 pm
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Once again, [personal profile] asuraid's gone and accidentally reminded me of something lol

Here are two sketches I made of my Warrior of Light that I made last October! Grrr she's so cuteeee

Images under cut )

'Lucid' Dreaming

Feb. 25th, 2026 09:52 am
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It's not particularly related, but this post by [personal profile] asuraid reminded me of something.

For the last... 3 years, maybe? I've been documenting my dreams. Unfortunately, almost all of them are exclusively on Discord (I really need to move them). That's not the point though. I can only remember one or a few real lucid dreams — all from long ago — but I think I've been getting closer to having more since I've started writing them down.

In these past couple of years, I've been having quite a lot of dreams where I either explicitly acknowledge a past dream (usually knowing it's a dream), or have a very strong déjà vu feeling about the location/events while I'm asleep. Funnily enough, sometimes those acknowledgements end up being of a dream I'm pretty sure never happened, like my brain is trying really hard to give me a cool experience but panicked and made shit up, or it very subconsciously held memories of a dream that I thought I'd forgotten.

New Colours

Feb. 25th, 2026 08:53 am
zavodilaterrarium: Eudae looking down, off to the side, in a field of lavender at night. (BLM side-down look)
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I uh. know that this might be a weird colour scheme (if you have it enabled), but it's actually a lot better for my eyes! Any tweaks will probably be minor/just switching things around, because it's designed after my Warrior of Light (specifically my icon of them in a lavender field, also purple's my fav colour anyway). The base style and theme are actually the same as before — the theme is has a couple of layout changes over the base that I wanted.

My (very very unfinished) Neocities is also based on her, but I was TOO insane with the saturation and stuff in my coding fever state, and the secondary colour palette (blue and yellow) is cute but does NOT match her colours. If it get around to it, the secondary palette will be changed to purple like my current journal colours, and I might make a pastel blue+yellow+pink alt CSS for certain pages or something. I was actually considering using a pink+yellow DW theme since I loved the Cookie Dough Color Palette from A Hat In Time.

Movies and studying

Feb. 22nd, 2026 08:30 pm
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Seems like free time is not good for my activity as I am active only once I need to study lol.

I am spending my free time at home, so I've been eating, sleeping, watching movies and seeing friends and family. I haven't really read my books much (though I've read a lot fanfiction now that I think about it).

Anyway, let's quickly go through what I watched.

All Knives Out movies
I've watched the first one before, but now I had to watch all three with family (my father puts on a movie and you get no choice If you want to watch or not). We went in reverse order for some reason. So Wake up Dead Man was first. I think this one might be my favourite, but all in all these movies are fun, but not spectacular. Maybe I'm just too used to my Poirot and Midsomer Murders. Anyway, Josh O'Connor carries the movie for me and once again reminds me that I need to watch La Chimera. On the other hand, these are the type of movies that are more fun once you watch them with others, so it was fun. (what an eloquent review, like I've never expressed an opinion before)

Avatar: The Way of Water
What can I say, I am partially watching this for horny reasons, but I enjoyed the movie as a whole as well. Tbh, I was mostly enjoying the part when they move and need to adapt to new environment as a family. The teen shenanigans, fitting in, learning a different way of life. My bread and jam. Whatever is happening on the grand scale is interesting to me in the way it impacts individuals. There were some questionable hairstyles though. 

I did also once again watch the
Grand Budapest Hotel. I was telling my mother about it, and since I've been through hell (the exam period) she offered to watch it since I like it so much. She liked it very much, while my father, who joined us halfway, proceeded to sit silently and sigh loudly from time to time. 

I also watched a modern classic of my country's cinematography, but I am not the most comfortable disclosing where I live so early lol sorry.

Once again nothing special or deep from me lol.

Solenne
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(For future-proofing, it's currently Base style: Transmogrified by Yvonne / Theme: Black Eye by [personal profile] dancing_serpent)

I like it quite a lot as is, but there are some bits where I think I might prefer something different. For example: the text colour and the blockquote style. Not sure about the blockquote, but I think it shouldn't be so bad to change the text colour myself — problem being that I don't feel bothered to right now, and I'd rather not ask someone to do it for me, because I KNOW that I'm gonna be picky and want to keep editing little things and it'll just annoy whoever I asked. (This is not an plea for someone to tell me they wouldn't be annoyed. It's okay. Sometimes people are annoying. I genuinely want to do it myself, if need be.)

Well, for now, I need to scour the journal style options again. I'm already using Style: Iris at Dusk for Modular by [personal profile] branchandroot / Resources: Plum Together for my projects thing, so preferably I will not be reusing that even though it scratches my brain nicely (which does very slightly make me want to work on my projects more, just so I can post on that crispy theme LMAOOOO)

Anywayyyy, the thing that's relevant to y'all, is that things MIGHT look different here soon-ish. Probably not, all things considered, but don't be surprised either way!
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These rambles are either minimally edited or not edited from the original messages on Discord. Some of these... I don't think I'd word them the same now, but I'm too lazy to rewrite them properly.

Listed in chronological order. Goes back to about the start of 2025, because either I didn't rant much before then in the specific channel I sent these, or I just had a big gap.

Tone is labelled, if you want to avoid something that might upset you ('negative' is mostly anger). Fair warning that there's a bit more swearing than I usually use on DW.



19 details tags under cut )


Silly Brain

Feb. 22nd, 2026 08:35 am
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I can’t believe I forgot that I have a whole backlog of random thoughts and rants in a very specific Discord channel that I can repost here instead of scavenging from my other servers, where I more so just react to other people lol

So uhhh this post is just a self-reminder really :P

Unrelated but long live Teto !

Too Many Birthdays!!!

Feb. 20th, 2026 04:44 pm
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All my friends have birthdays in February. Okay, not all of them. But an unreasonable amount of them have a birthday in February. I just spent $34 I do not have on two medium pizzas and 5 cokes because the cashier decided to swindle me. Read more... )

You weren't prepared to love me

Feb. 20th, 2026 05:29 pm
[personal profile] alltheangels
Word of advice. No matter how bad you want to, dont find out how your parents really feel about you.

They're all fucking liars. I feel like an imposter in my own home. I don't know if I can even call it a home anymore.
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Not to talk about this too much, but I just had a dream that reminded me of it.

Crush talk, again )

Dreaming About Dreamwidth

Feb. 20th, 2026 01:32 pm
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I don't usually dream about the digital stuff (besides games, I dream so much about those), whether it's the internet in general or my online friends/mutuals, despite me being online quite near constantly, but I quite literally just woke from my first dream about Dreamwidth. Not sure how to describe it. It was like, focused on the physical environment of a house, with DW running on my brain instead of a computer*? Can't remember any posts in particular, but I do remember [personal profile] althea_valara being there.

*It's a weirdly common setup for my dreams about internet shenanigans, I guess my brain doesn't really like rendering phones/PCs/etc. Even when I dream about playing games, I tend to be inside the game, using my physical body to directly carry out actions. Anytime a device like a phone or even game controller comes into play, something goes wrong — not that my dreams are filled with things going right, but devices are almost exclusively finicky and broken. If attention is drawn to the fact that I am technically using a keyboard to play FFXIV in my dream, then I'll be awkwardly holding it, dealing with broken keybinds, and overall failing to play properly. If I'm using my phone to talk to someone, it'll have all sorts of weird trials to unlock and I'll pretty much always struggle to spell anything correctly.

Sweat, Stares, Slips, and Soda

Feb. 18th, 2026 01:15 pm
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Being this sweaty should be a crime. It's what- 54° and I'm somehow sweating BUCKETS. Okay, it probably doesn't help that I'm wearing layers. Got told I look cool so you win some you sweat some.Read more... )

Officially sick :(

Feb. 19th, 2026 04:14 am
zavodilaterrarium: Phainon looks down to just below the camera, feeling a sense of fatigue under the fiery sunset. (Gaze down)
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It seems to be a cold.
Mild sick talk )

Nervous, Nervous, Nervous!

Feb. 17th, 2026 04:23 pm
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Just signed up for the employment program my friend recommended me. Honestly, I'm already anticipating a big fat rejection but it's new years so I have to stay positive! Stay positive!!!!! Read more... )

The Thing About Tuesdays

Feb. 17th, 2026 10:59 am
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So it's raining despite it being really sunny outside, tropical rain my friend said. The thing about living in California is that it's insanely cold in the mornings (during winter, of course) but later on in the afternoon it'll be a bazillion degrees and the sweater I foolishly put on ends up getting drenched in sweat. Why am I still so sweaty during the winter? Read more... )

Praying I don't get sick!

Feb. 18th, 2026 02:12 am
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My throat feels off in a sickly way; usually if I simply kept the fan on too much, it'll mostly be quite high in my throat and "dry" without affecting speaking or swallowing, but today it feels mucuous-y and is affecting my swallowing/speaking. Hoping that it's nothing, but GanGan is sick so can't be sure I didn't get it from her.

I slept most of today's daylight, so I haven't done much yet. Just had a bit of a talk about crushes (and age gaps) with my main online groupchat. Ended up giving some advice for keeping a romantic relationship healthy when there's an age gap, but I'm not sure how well I did. I don't have any personal experience with that (even my friendships have majority been the same age until recently), but I've seen stuff around so here's to success!

First Entry, First Times All Around

Feb. 16th, 2026 09:28 pm
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Just got rejected from another job position. Cue my silent weeping.

I know it doesn't mean much and I shouldn't take it to heart, but getting hit with one rejection after another makes me feel like a clown. I'm honestly so sick of employers constantly saying they're hiring only for them to turn down everyone who applies with a shitty ai-generated response. Like, seriously? Read more... )
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This one's a doozy in terms of my post lengths so far aha

For anyone with access to my locked posts, you might have seen this post with some of the details I mention near the end, but it's a very different theme of discussion imo.

Almost 1.5k words of discussion about crushes and questionable management of mental health )



Uh, if this person or any of our mutual friends/acquaintances are reading this and can figure out who is who in this recounting, congrats? I wasn't trying to hide it in particular, but I'm also too cowardly to say this to y'all directly, this is so humiliating LMAO please don't bully me :kneelingpray:
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